How I REALLY feel: I've been dreaming for Derec Alexander for ten years. I am in love and obsessed with Derec Alexander sooooo much, I've decided to kill myself. I cannot stand the thoughts of him being out there living his life, and I'm not a part of it. I am a creep, a loser, a weirdo, and I never should have been put on this damned, awful, unfair world in the first place. Hell cannot be any worse than this constant gnawing fire burning up my thoughts, spirit, and life. I'm so deeply depressed knowing somebody is having Derec (most likely a girl because I don't buy for a second that he's gay. Even if he was gay, he would not like me anyway) Goodbye cruel world...
How I REALLY feel: I've been dreaming for Derec Alexander for ten years. I am in love and obsessed with Derec Alexander sooooo much, I've decided to kill myself. I cannot stand the thoughts of him being out there living his life, and I'm not a part of it. I am a creep, a loser, a weirdo, and I never should have been put on this damned, awful, unfair world in the first place.
ReplyDeleteHell cannot be any worse than this constant gnawing fire burning up my thoughts, spirit, and life. I'm so deeply depressed knowing somebody is having Derec (most likely a girl because I don't buy for a second that he's gay. Even if he was gay, he would not like me anyway) Goodbye cruel world...